my poems .. Sara a.h

This poems are written by me (Sara Aqeel Al Hosani), and I have more poems becuase I like writing my feelings to keep them as memories. And when I write any of my poems I let my friends read them so I can know their opinion. I write poems from 3 or 4 years ago, but before when I started writing them I just write and keep it for myself, and now after one of my friends saw these poems she said that I have to show them becuase i'm talented. And here u can read one full poem or u can check the small poems on the picuters .. hope u'll like them.

(can u tell me the reason ..?!)

~ why I always lie at myself ?! ..
And why I always love the wrong person ?! ..
Why I always cry a river of tears ?! ..
And you don't even think about what's going on me !! ..
'till when I'll be waiting for you ?! ..
Can you come again ?! ..
And can you feel my only pain for you !? ..
~ I always fake a smile with the people I know ..
But how can I fake a happiness for my heart without you ?! ..
~ where's all your promises for me ?! ..
Where's your arms to me hold me again ?! ..
Where are you ?! ..
~ I'm alone surrounded with all those people ..
And if there were hundreds of people with me ..
But you're not with them ..
I'll feel lost ..
All alone ..
By myself ..
~ can u give me one reason of living ?! ..
I can't handle it anymore !! ..
~ what I have to do more than what I did ?! ..
To forget you !! ..
How many ways I must try ?! ..
To let you fade away from my life ..
How can I do that ?! ..
Is that will be like a miracle to forget ?! ..
Is it harder than that awful pain inside me ?! ..
~ all the rain that falls on my sky ..
Can't clear that love ..
And all the sun-rise on my life ..
Can't open my eyes again for someone else ! ..
And all that winds that came to take me away from you ..
Can't let me leave you ..
How can I leave you ?! ..
Am I living in a grave of sadness ! ..
Is that the worse feeling on the world ?! ..
And how many questions I must ask to let you go ?! ..
~ without you I have a heart without a real spirit ..
Cuz my spirit is you ..
And my soul is watching your steps ..
~ can't you hear it calling you ?! ..
Can't you hear my heart bleeding for you ?! ..
I just don't know if I'm still alive !! ..
Maybe I'm just trying to survive ..
To see your smile again !! ..
~ I miss your touching hands ..
And that missing hurts me !! ..
~ all the flowers died from the moment ..
I’ve fallen apart !! ..
~ you used to let me stand on my legs ..
To let me face the world with you ..
But if you was the only one who can stand with my heart ..
Who can take your place ?! ..
Do you think that's easy ?! ..
I'm showing that's easy ..
But you can't see what's inside my lonely heart !! ..
~ if my eyes was only looking at you ..
How can I reach the light ?! ..
~ please tell me the reason ! ..